欲言又止

常常在FACEBOOK上看到其他人在抱怨。
是也怨, 不是也怨...

不過想想看，能杷憋在心裡的話發洩出來也好。

我偶爾會抱怨一下不過不太會放在FACEBOOK上。
頂多跟比較要好的朋友或我家的何桑嘮叨一下也就算了。

不過越是令自己難過的事, 其實我越說不出口.
坦白說，是連提都不想提。

逃避吧？不提就不會去想。
不想雖然不會因此讓問題解決不過.... 我就是不想面對就是了。

看到好友在線上，腦袋里浮出憋在心裡的話卻又欲言又止。

如果能嚎啕大哭的話還可以安撫一下心情。
但我也只能發呆。腦袋里一片空白。
即使眼淚流不停，卻連哭泣的聲音也發不出來。

好想去旅遊。既然想逃避那我想逃到國外去~

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A hole opened up yesterday and swallowed me alive.
I found myself digging at the walls of the hole wanting to get out.
Echoes of voices flooded in and I was not able to keep them out.
They whispered into my ears against my will, of truths I do not wish to find out.
The ugly faces of selfishness revealed themselves to me and I wished I could not see.

Give me wings now so that I can take flight.